This morning I awoke to a sense of acceptance for who I am and the spiritual gifts I am awakening to. The journey here has not been easy and I have just emerged from a place of deep healing yet again.
Last night I was drawn to place a piece of rose quartz in my hand, where it still remained the next morning, grasped tightly in my grip, reminding me that this journey I am on is worth every tear.
I had been drowning for days in a sea of despair, lost in the emotional memories of all the times in my life that my words or actions had indirectly caused another to react differently then I had ever intended. I became aware, that in those moments of loving truth or of needing to let someone go for my own emotional well-being, that I was still holding onto their pain and their story. Today, I understand that my words and actions came from a place of love and that if it happened to trigger a response from the recipient that set them along on their own healing journey, then certainly the guides knew exactly what they were doing in using me as a messenger to relay just what was needed to elicit that response.
When we surrender over to a higher power to become messengers of love and light, we release the ego self from getting involved. What took me a while to understand is that the messages we deliver are meant for our ears as well. As we allow the healing to flow through us to another, it also heals us along the journey. We are downloaded with the information simply because it aligns with our own healing journey, for that is truly what we are all here in this lifetime to do. We are simply here to heal, and become stronger versions of ourselves. To remember that perfect essence within each of us, before we started to believe that we were damaged.
Life challenges us to make decisions daily if not hourly, and as humans we don’t always make the best choices. Those times allow us however, to grow in our awareness, to humble ourselves in asking for forgiveness, and to strengthen our resolve to rise above the negative energy. We have a choice in this lifetime to either sit in the negative, complain about everything and everyone, seeing ourselves as a victim and the world as against us. We can sit in the pain and suffering of how others react to what we may do, say, or offer when we are merely speaking our truth, or we can close our eyes, breath deep and offer thanks for the lesson. Thank you for the opportunity to heal, for the strength and support I needed to rise above and see things in a new light.
Never be afraid to be who you are and share your gifts with the world. Don’t dull your light for fear of overshadowing another or drawing too much attention to yourself. Rather, embrace your gifts, your uniqueness and inner beauty, and be a reminder to others of the light we all have within.
In accepting who you are and accepting others for their own uniqueness, the world becomes just that much brighter. Will you allow yourself to emerge and be seen?
Lots of Love,